Monday, February 7, 2011

I will never be able to find out this.......




i may find out the reason why i fell in love with u......

may be it was because even before you came into my life....i felt that someone special is coming,

may be it was because when u came in my life...made me feel different.....

may be because you liked a poem i sent you...

may be because you said best luck to me for the project which turned useless in the end....

may be because you said you will like to support my silly business of making project reports of other students.....

may be when i sent u some of the most beautiful prose i have read somewhere, you told me that you were sitting alone on your terrace on that rainy evening and listening to birds..

may be because i started writing poems and thoughts only for you...

may be because i felt that i have got someone who wants to understand me and hence speaks with me so much...

may be because i started waiting for your replies of sms for long hours...

may be because you yourself used to ask" hey, how was the day?" when no one else even cared..

may be because you taught me to say "Good day"

may be because i used to get intuitions that you are going to meet me somewhere and you used to meet it..

may be because i thought god has answered my prayer when i asked him a person to love...

may be because it was all different from other relations......

may be because you cried your heart out to me over the phone....

may because my silly foolish jokes made you laugh and i felt that i was in heaven after knowing that you are happy....

may be because i found out what love is after meeting you...

may be there was something beyond your body and mind that made me feel at ease with you...

may be because i started believing in things which i thought never even existed after i met you...

but,

i will never be able to find out this.....

that why i fell in love with your name even before falling in love with you?

that why i fell in love with that peach-orange-white dress of yours when i first noticed you waiting on the railway station in the month of May, long before you came into my life?

that why whenever i said your name, it slowly got dissolved in my head and gave me a feeling of being alive....

that why whatever reason i tried to explain about it, all reasons seemed childish?

that why when you urself shortened your name into that five letter word i just cant describe how love made me feel like in heaven...

that i felt it so divine that i myself never brought it on my tongue?

that why whenever i see some peach colored flowers,i remember your dress,that beautiful peach-orange-white dress.......which makes me feel alive.