i have been always fooled by time. this thing slips so fast someday and on others it seems to be dead to move a moment ahead. these last two months were the ones which flew away so fast. the last time i posted something on this page was so different. it was the month of may....hot sun outside, hot winds, even the nights were so unbearable. but as now i sit to write, cool breeze is blowing and the sun is shining among the clouds and illuminating my room so lively. it has been raining beautifully since the last two three days, and the weather has been so pleasant and romantic. sometimes i stand at some place outside and wonder that just two months back this place was just arid, lifeless, faint yellow in colour. the ground had cracks on it. the people fully covered there body to avoid the sun, even the plants looked dull and the birds worried. but now the same place is covered with green grass, the grey clouds shower all whatevere they have and the very same place looks like a hill station. every drop of rain is so refreshing that i cant resist to go out in rain each time it is pouring. the air has a beautiful scent....a scent forgotten...a fragrance gone unnoticed for years, but still lingering in the recess of my memory..... memory of the last thousands of years....the fragrance of newness.
Time changes everything. time is what makes us bored, time is what fills us with enthu. time is what makes some unknown people our best friends..and time is what makes them go away.
time is what introduces u to some beautiful face...a face,whenever it smiles, u forget all your worries and tensions.......time is what makes you realize that now its time to stand up and fight.....
.to let go away things which are bothering u......and rise once again.
sometimes i think that i have never grown up. i still feel that i m in 12th standard. yesterday i was writing something very fast and unconsciously, in a haste i put on the date- 7th july 2006.
this happens many times. this may be a proof that i still live in the past. it is a very pitiable state when u discover that the past has not left u. u are still holding things. the people who hurt u, the people whom u hurt at some point. the words unsaid to someone and the mistakes committed. sometimes, these all things come together.
anyway, i have been hit by a new idea to promote friends book club. now what i m doing is sending 1 aptitude massage to the members daily. the college is mad for aptitude as the placements are now to begin. everyone is solving aptitude questions like never before. and i am sending them aptitude messages. we have also arranged for placement papers of the ITcompanies like satyam and mahindratech,infosys etc. and this has been a HIT.more members are coming and that is a good thing for us as we wil be making money on continuous basis now.each paper costs them only 2-3 rs. and they will be giving at least 20 papers this session. so the deal is very good and affordable for them. we take only 30 rs from the old memvers and 60 rs from the new members.
we have been working very hard these days. chottu got acidity that day due to less sleep. he was out there to sam's home taking print outs all the night. we had to search for the apti papers on the net.they were available there but the ones with complete solutions and keys were not available. so we spent at least 30 hours in the last 4 days working continuously on papers searching , editing , troubleshooting and editing... and the end product were beautiful 20 sets of placement papers of different companies which will help both the students of our college in developing them and us by filling our pockets.
we have decided to save all the money which will come from this session coz we literally spent all the earnings of the club in enjoyment or buying new books.that day we made a rough balance sheet and found that we were running the business on a no profit no loss basis. so we decided that now it's TIME to save.
our final year project has been decided and i have decided to work on ewaste recycling...hot topic...other classmates are searching for the project on the internet. i too did this foolish thing sometimes then i realized that this is not my way.
so on a beautiful evening i sat in my gallery for some time seeing the deep blue sky and feeling the cool breeze blowing. then i closed my eyes and then this project on e waste came to my mind.so now i have got something to spend time and this project will be of great significance to me.Rutuja was reluctant to do this project...but i was able to convince her... isaid that "tu tension mat le ,mai hu na." to which she replied"usi ka to tension hai."
anyway, she will learn with time......... ;)
